Thinking of the future. Woa.

I've been thinking a LOT lately.

Where will I ever settle down at?
Will a be a good mom?
What will my house look like? Everything I want it to be? Or do I just dream too big?
Will I be a good wife to my husband?
When will I finally be done with school?
What career will I have in the nursing field?
Will I be a good nurse?
Will I go to heaven?
What is heaven?


Can you please answer my questions..
I just keep on wondering, and wondering.

Taking life one day at a time is where I am at right now.
I'm fine with that.
I am learning to be fine with where I am,
and what I have.
To not always be looking for more,
or something better.
But at the same time to not just settle for something mediocre just because that's easy.

So many people take so many things and other individuals for granted.
So many people are unappreciative of what they have and are never truly happy because they're always looking for me.
I don't want that person to be me.